Thursday, February 27, 2014

Me and My Tattoos

i adore art..
yes, i mean ANY ART
i love tattoos since i was a little girl..and i die to have one since then..
hahaha.. now i even have not just one but TWO
okay, now lets meet them and the story behind it..

Live The Life You Love <3
 i think we just live once, and at that time, i just live my life.. the way my life should be, in love..and full of love and happiness,seems like my days are brighter than ever and seems like i have an easy life and i love it so much..for the first time in my life im being ME, my true SELF and the best part of me. somehow its like a good-bad feelings altogether to live so selfishly and carelessly..but im happy.. and that was the happiest time of my whole life.. (18 april 2013)

After my Hubby did his first tattoo on his back, i started to get (more) obsessed with tattoos, i think tattoo is cool and hot and awesome.. Guy with tattoos looks so much hotter for me (lol).. So, i decided to make one too, and after a few considerations and thoughts i decided to get inked on my right back near my shoulder..

and about the tattoo itself, i want something small and unrecognizable for a beginner like me i think it should be a lil bit painless so i can adapt easily to finish it smoothly.. so i decided to make a writing instead of drawing, and i choose those words to represent me..

Lucky me, i have a friend that is a black and white tattoo specialist, he is a best friend of mine back on college years, he also the person behind my Hubby's..First time get inked, feeling quite nervous but it turned out really good, since the tattoo artist is a friend of mine, i dont feel overly nervous.. well, i trust him enough and i've been through so much worse when it comes to handling pain..and so we began the tattooing on April 18th 2013 i dont feel the pain at all, just a bit burning feeling but nothing should be worried, still can handle the pain, in fact i quite enjoy it.. the process was quite fast maybe just an hour or less..

after that i never think about having more tats..i just feel satisfied already with my previous..
but then something bad happened.. i need something to distract my mind from thinking about horrible things, something more hurtful and painful to feel..i was so down back then i cant even cry my tears out, i feel like its too much to handle, and not even thousands of tears can close the hole in my heart.. and my bad side is, i like to distracts.. ill distract my pain into something else that similiar to its pain so that it seems like ive overcome it..>.< (same thing happened when im broken heart too) 

then i made my second tattoo..
Rosary / Cross tattoo on wrist
because all the pain i put in Your hands were vanished, Lord only you can safe me and heal me..
It was my dark moment, my Grandpa pass away and all other problems in my life i cant even mention..i was screwed..
i did things, horrible things to kick the grieve away, i did another distraction into my sadness this time not only through tattoos, but i was also become a bad individual, a sinner. at that time i realized, that the only person u can count on is your God, and no man can be like him, no man can be believed. (6 and 17 August 2013) in memoriam of my beloved

This time the inking progress divided into 2 sections, the first one is to create the outline and the second one is to do the filling and shadows, anyway it still haven't finished yet because it still need the 3rd section which is the highlighting progress, but we have not find the right time to do the appointment because my friend is on his last year of college so he is quite busy n hard to meet.

anyway, the first section was well done and painless as always..
but.. the second section was a (literally) bloody section.. specially when it comes to did the filling on the back of my hand where there is less fat than other parts and also has the thinnest skin, so the pain and the needle was penetrating straightly to my bones. and there it was, my blood was dripping all over the place and even dirtied my friend's pillow and bolster *_* 
well it may not as scary as it sounds, but it is really not THAT painfull.. i mean, i still can finish it right? its more like a burning sensation all over my skin, but then again i still can handle it..

anyway i will upload the pics later, cos its so late and my internet connection is i cant upload it now..
but i promise will upload tomorrow..^^
see ya n good night^^

My Daily Make Ups

as i promised before,
well, long time ago.. #sigh
finally can photograph myself with my daily makeup..
and this is it... (im sorry if it turns out ugly and all messy)


hope u can see the details..
so i basically just put a light powder foundation on the whole face, and a lil bit of blusher on my cheek..
for the eyes i just make a frame around my eye-lines with a liquid liner and then put a mascara on my top and lower lashes, and after i finished with my lashes i put a glitter liner on my tear-line to make my eyes standout and look shiny..
for the lips i use pink lip tint with a lip-gloss on top of it for a glossy yummy look *__*

here is the lists of them:
  • NYX stay matte but not flat powder foundation #01 ivory (lightest tone, blend perfectly on my skin tone, light coverage but good enough for day and night makeups, light-feeling and comfy for daily use, really love this powder^^)
  • Etude House lovely cookie blusher #7 rose sugar macaroon (cute packaging comes with puff very easy to apply, sweet pink color with shimmer make my cheek looks glowing and healthy. make my face look effortless and fresh)
  • Etude House Tear Eye Liner #03 pearly teardrops (give the bigger eyes effect, also make my eyes look sparkling and cute)
  • Kiss Me Heroine Make impact liquid eyeliner #01 black (my fav liner ever... dry fast and water proof, last all day without smudging)
  • Benefit They're Real! Mascara (also my all time favorite mascara, lengthening curling and volume boosting all in one, give the most satisfying false lashes effect ever, need false lashes no more. dolly look in instance~ )
  • Etude House Color pop tint #06 (glossy lip tint from etude, a bit heavy feeling because the gloss effect but lasts longer than the previous tint they produced, tasteless so its not as yummy as the previous one but it makes ur lips more moist)
  • Etude House Woo~ baby lip plumper #02 (love the mint sensation after i put the gloss on, the gloss and glitters give the sexy look effect and fuller lips)
Yes, you're right im a Korean makeup lover, specially Etude House.. mostly because they have a cute adorable irresistible packaging. anyway Korean makeup also have a gentle ingredients, i don't know whats the difference, but somehow my sensitive skin tend to respond positively to most Korean products and they're never become irritated or itchy or redish when i put on Korean products unlike other USA brands or local brands I've ever tried.. its so hard to find a brand that really suitable for my skin, even from the same brand different product makes different reaction on my skin, so i have to try them to make sure they're okay.

thats all..
my daily look..
what do you think?
i hope this is not so bad as this is a first post..but u can always give me some advices so i can improve:*
anyway, if you want to find those items i wear u can contact me directly^^

Thursday, February 6, 2014

(finally) Starting My Own Blog

Finally i started to make my own blog after a whole-life back and fort intention..

I'm not so fluent in term of English speaking nor writing (i did a pretty good job passively though), so you might find it difficult to understand what i mean, or even hurtful to your eyes due to so many mistakes on grammars, vocabs or tenses (lol)

I'm planning on writing something that looks like a fashion and beauty blog (i hope it does look like that instead of some random talk to myself) since i looooovvveeee clothes and makeups and there are tons of 'em on my dressing table, so many of them till i cant see myself on the mirror bcause it covered up with so many products
And i thought its such a waste if i just let them expired without wearing them, because in my daily life i rarely use a full face make up, mostly i just use light pressed powder and lip tint, or with eyeliner and mascara if i feel like it.
I will somehow put makeups or maybe even do some step by step tutorial, i hope it will goes smooth n turns out okay and proper for a blog..
anyway i will post some of my outfit too, although they're not pricey and not so branded as well, i just love to post them.. im sorry if they're too ugly..

i will upload some soon, i hope it turns out good and i hope i can take a good photograph as well..
since this is my first experience of writing a blog, please forgive me if there's so much lackness on my post, i just hope that my blog will help people..^^

I've been prepared for the worst though, in case no one read my blog then ill force my entire family to read it, at least someone is reading and I'm not just talking to myself n read them myself.. (how sad if it turns out that way)

please looking forward to my future posts^^